My heart is a soft one
with a lot of emotions
crumbling and reforming inside
and yet life has never given me the time
to think of satisfaction and its opposite.
I am not to think about it because
when I do I will be more
confused and my path
will be unclear.
I leave it up to the
seesaw of life
and I will stay in
the middle as its balancer.
My life has led into a complicated one: the never-ending family conflicts, money wars, relationship misunderstandings, friendship love confessions, concentration problems, and a lot of negativity that you make think of for a young mother like me. Well God sure has tested me much and I still believe that despite my incapability to view things in a more positive way, He chooses my side and protects me.
I cannot say that I have reached satisfaction with the way I live my life now nor am I not satisfied with it. I can only guarantee that life has yet to give me more fun and problems and along with it is a seesaw of Dissatisfaction and Satisfaction.