today is nothingness again yet it isn’t. am going back to school and enrollment is ongoing. so excited yet I hesitate it somehow deep inside. am thinking about my son and our situation. it’s kinda difficult for everybody because no one would be so free to take care of my baby. but anyways life is never fair, I say again. we all have to make sacrifices and with situations like this it is often a life or death decision that we have to make.
right now I am thinking of going back to that particular library, the smell of the old books surrounding the whole room. oh it is definitely a “wow!!”